sunglasses!

I wore sunglasses today for the first time in 6 months!! What an awesome birthday gift, thank you Lord!!

Silly it may sound but no I am not superficial! Somewhere in October my eyes started doing crazy and whack things. Apparently it got infected or something and from that point forward, it has been crazy.

For the past 4 months I have been in glasses (praise God for providing them right on time and at least cool looking ones too). Being in glasses is one thing (haven't worn them in years, and years) but it has been the wrong prescription and there was nothing the doctors could do until my eyes settled down and healed. You don't even know the drama that came about when ppl would be upset bc I didn't wave or say hello to them, I couldn't see you!!! Okay, I am over that - moving along.

I was prayed for back in October and believed that I received my healing right at that moment but the physical manifestation had not come about yet. God has taught me so much in the spiritual through my physical state - sometimes that is the only way He can speak to me or the most powerful way for me to learn, nonetheless, I learned so much I wouldn't trade it.

There were frustrating times in the prcess but God's hand was all over the place. I didn't get any headaches much due to the wrong prescription (and I work 8 hours on the computer). I was constantly in the doctors office and every time, my vision would change and my stigmatism would be different. I got new lens to only find out my eyes changed again! But through this process, my doctor was so nice and generous, she didn't charge me for the visits.

I did get impatient and frustrated and sought the help of a specialist. God taught me a lesson, stick to one and follow through. Okay God, I hear you.

So for the past few weeks I needed to schedule an appointment. I got to a point where I had grown accumstomed to my "disability" and one day I just said I don't want what is not suppose to be to become natural and comfortable. I scheduled with the specialist, they can't see me until end of April. I swallowed my pride and called the original doctor. I wanted to see them but was concerned that they would be annoyed with me. I had an appt. yesterday - they were so nice and received me back :) What mercy Lord! Doctor said my eyes are still changing. She needs to figure out what is going on. Told me to come in today.

Yesterday I told my husband for my birthday I want to wear my contacts and sunglasses. I go in for my appt. and she said I am good, she can give me contact and glasses prescription!! I walked out of there with my sunglasses and only paid $5!!

God, why are you so good to me? Love notes from God. Yes He loves me!